19..

It feels like I'm getting old.. 19 months of pure happiness, and mean-ness. I'm not sure what to do anymore, I know I can be happy with her. I guess, pagod na pagod na din siya. Fuck, I really don't know what to say. I'm tired as hell. She told me I was empty.. It's true. I am all drained out, and I have nowhere to go anymore. I have nothing left on me. Running away is my best idea, and also my worst. I'm not gonna leave them behind, because of my failure. I know someday they will appreciate my failure.. If there's one thing I would regret is.. Being myself. Don't make the same mistake as I did. A failure as a Counterpart, a failure as a human being.