Christ Mas..

I'm not sure but I'm feeling the blues this holiday... It feels like I have nothing to be merry about. I guess I just miss my other half.

So much to say... But so few on how to express it. How can I be consistent. That I'm not sure of, but heck I can go with no limits. I have something to do to make it feel better I will. Kahit na may matatapakan na mga tao.

I guess I'm not the man of my words.. That's all I have right now strong words but weak emotions or how I express it. Something's bothering me. Maybe it's my lifestyle... It's a bit dull. Maybe, I need a dose of my lover.
I'm tired.. I want to sleep forever. So much to love, so much to prove...

Fix.

I'm in this terrible position, and it's because I know this is the right thing to do. I'm confident that it will recover because she knows that she wants to.

I stood up. Let her know what made me mad. What made this happen.  It's not easy to man up. It takes a lot of courage, even if it means saying the hardest words possible. For me you just can't pull it anywhere.. I have to man up for a reason. To make her know, to let her feel. I guess kaya ako nag matigas kasi alam kung tama ang ginagawa ko. Alam ko ang ginagawa ko.

I love her so much that is why I'm doing this. Ako lang ang makakaintindi nun. It's for the better, and that's what she's looking for... Better. If she can understand why I'm doing this, and what it's for. I have hope. And I'm willing to give this a shot. I'm fixing it. I'm not asking for you to stop seeing your friends, or stop going out. I just want you to understand kung anong meron akong buhay. Hindi ito madali. Kasi ako yung naiipit.

At the end of the day.. You still have me.. I am consistent. That's why I make time to be with you, kahit mahirap. I will fix this, but fix what you know as well.

6% Body fat and 94% full of shit

It's official. I'm full of shit. That's why I always feel like shit, well not most of the time. Well it hurts to know that you are full of it. Even thought it's not for me.. I'm affected, because I'm giving you shit all the time. "Don't do that or Blah Blah" Too many to mention.

Maybe I'm full of jealousy. It's hard not to.

I'm back!

Damn, Ken where the hell you've been?! I'm photo shoot fresh. Well It's been a while seen I posted something. Well a lot had happen, that I'm pretty sure of. Ups, and downs, and merry-go-rounds.

I'm sure that I'm happier than yesterday. Will be posting a lot soon. To my loyal follower! I love you.. I'll see you soon.