Fix.

I'm in this terrible position, and it's because I know this is the right thing to do. I'm confident that it will recover because she knows that she wants to.

I stood up. Let her know what made me mad. What made this happen.  It's not easy to man up. It takes a lot of courage, even if it means saying the hardest words possible. For me you just can't pull it anywhere.. I have to man up for a reason. To make her know, to let her feel. I guess kaya ako nag matigas kasi alam kung tama ang ginagawa ko. Alam ko ang ginagawa ko.

I love her so much that is why I'm doing this. Ako lang ang makakaintindi nun. It's for the better, and that's what she's looking for... Better. If she can understand why I'm doing this, and what it's for. I have hope. And I'm willing to give this a shot. I'm fixing it. I'm not asking for you to stop seeing your friends, or stop going out. I just want you to understand kung anong meron akong buhay. Hindi ito madali. Kasi ako yung naiipit.

At the end of the day.. You still have me.. I am consistent. That's why I make time to be with you, kahit mahirap. I will fix this, but fix what you know as well.