Thursday, June 30, 2011

She needs... I need.

She needed me to be there for her. I wanted to be there for her. But I can't.. Simply, because I can't. You can't be at the same place at the same time. I'm needed here. She needs me. But I do have a choice.. And It's always with her. If I can be there for you all the time, you won't be feeling sadness at it's prime. I'm obliged to be with you and even if I'm not needed I'm willing to be shouted at, screamed at, or whatever you may do to me. Deep in my heart I know you'll always be needing me. Even if things aren't clear between us. Every time you'll need someone or want to be with someone. I want to be that person.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

In Brightest day



Green Lantern's light.

Such a lonely day..

Such a lonely day should be banned...

I have never been this lonely even if I have someone to be with. But she can't be with me. That makes me LONELIER!

A lonely post. And My dream sucks. Not the dream itself but the meaning of that dream. And it's didn't even crossed my mind na that's the definition of it.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

A drop in a bucket.

"Take care to get what you like or you will be forced to like what you get. "

I have always taken care of the ones I love. You're very lucky that you have someone that will take care of you even if I'm not with you. With or without me you'll be able to have a life.

My life depends on you. You showed me that you can be independent. Sometimes I wonder if I disappear, would you ever turn your head and look. See if I'm gone. The things I've done are way too shameful.

I've done you so wrong and treated you bad. You make me feel that, that's all I can do for you.

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

Ronnie..


May McGorvey: There are four columns of lonely women in here, and only one of lonely men. The odds are on our side. Now why wouldn't any of these women want to meet a nice person like you? 


Ronald James McGorvey: I'm not a nice person. 

The heaviest character for me. "Ronnie" James McGorvey (Jackie Earle Haley), who has served a prison sentence for indecent exposure to a minor, has moved back into the neighborhood to live with his mother.

He's a character from the movie "Little Children" (which my counterpart introduced :*) I loved the movie, it shows us a sun-dappled happy-go-lucky small town people that's every bit as creepy and disturbing. Every moment is funny and painful, but disingenuous assumptions like that can undermine a viewer's emotions.. 

6 out of 5 for me...