I thought I exceeded her expectations already. Well, I guess not. I lack of actions. There I admit it. Or I'm just forced to swallow that pill. As far as I know. I am doing my best. It's not like that I'll LEAve her. I can't and I won't. Every chance I get, I'd do the things that I promised. The fact that chances are rarely been with me. Maybe, I'm just too scared to take the risk, but it's for the good, maybe for the best. If I can only disobey my parents.. I'd be living a life now with her.
I think I still need them. I'm still a kid. Life is simple. You have to invent-reinvent, construct-deconstruct, create-recreate. In order to survive.
Loving you makes me happy. Making you happy makes me happier.
