Since you're not going to talk to me...

Since you're not going to talk to me. I'll make this blogs post. I'm not going to repeat this anymore.

You tell me that you gave it your all, I'm glad. I saw that, hence I've experienced it. I'm thankful that you did, but still I'm the cold hard guy that you couldn't well defrost.

When I say I'm okay. I will be. I tried to tell you that I will be.. Inunahan mo ako sa nararamdaman ko. I'm the one who's pissed, I know that I'll stop, it came from, the guys that's pissed. The only person who can know that is me. You can't judge that. You got all you wanted.. And the whole afternoon I was pissed, I give this one thing that I want to do.. You declined. And I deserve that. I know that will make me okay, us okay. You don't trust the person that's feeling that.. He knows he'll be okay.. Hell, he even knows when to stop.

Sometimes, you walk away because you know what you did was wrong.. You just want to escape from it. But the truth hurts.. You accept na nagawa mo yun. I'm not sure what to do right now.

All I hear is nagawa ko na lahat. You called me Punyeta. You screamed at the top of your lungs. I didn't follow. Are you angry because you know you're wrong or Are you just don't know how to make me sorry.. All I do is worry, because sometimes you can be reckless.. You can do the things that will hurt a lot or say things that will hurt a lot. No matter what. I will still love you.

I just want to say these things.. No one will ever listen to me. All I have is this blogger and you.