The scene that I will never forget.. Because I can relate to it. pt.2

I can't seem to type... Anyways. The first time I watched this movie. The Notebook. I know it's kinda mushy and all, but It got me so hard. Because basically I can relate to this one scene (pt.1 of this blog title)

The past few weeks.. Honestly we've been fighting all the time. Misunderstandings, A lot of it. We can't agree on everything. Well almost everything, because we tend to answer back, bicker a lot. Walang nagpapatalo.

But we definitely agree on one thing. And that's love. We love each other so much. We get to the point that either one of us says something hurtful. I hope she didn't mean it, but she does every word of it, because that's how she sees me. I can't blame her for that. Kahit gaano pa ka sakit.. In the end I'm still standing. Because I love her. I can live like this. Siya lang naman na gusto kung makasama habang buhay. At kung dumating na sa point na she doesn't feel the same. Every day of my life. I will work my ass of para lang mabalik yung dati niyang mararamdaman. Mahal na mahal ko siya. And I'm very happy sa meron kami.

I love you, Lea.. That's it. Walang ng makakatalo dun.

Speak now.

These two words are powerful. You can say anything.. Highly blissful or pure agony (Brutal honesty).

From now on. I speak only for happiness.. Which is always delivered to Lea.

All I want is you.

All the promises we make, from cradle to the grave. When all I want is you.

A love where the "promises we make" are too grand to support.

 I make promises to my lover, and they all sound wonderful, but I think it's unnecessary. When I only want is her. Everything else is a distraction.

True love is.. I guess, ultimate selflessness, living to make another person happy in any and every way that you can.

Let you eat the last piece of baked potatoes..

I just can't believe that I'd end up with you. You picked me, you chose me, you love me. Now by doing that. I will never ever let you go.

A girl so loved with the people surrounding you. A place you might as well call an escape, or paradise. A place I might call hell. A place that I'm not familiar with. A place that you won't need me beside you, because you know every person surrounding it. Imagine all the love that you deserve is right at that place, that I call hell. That's where you learned to be on your own, I can't argue with that. But now, you have a place to be that you can have the same amount of love, of all the person you know there combined or more. Imagine if I haven't met you. Will you still get that amount of love? I'll be turning this place to around. I will make this your escape.. I know that I still love you more than anyone else could. Fact.

"Our first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything." Wala lang, this line I can relate to it, sooo much.



"Maybe I like the pain of being jealous. Maybe I'm wired that way. Because without it, I don't know; maybe I just wouldn't feel real. What's that saying? Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop."


My heart was beating fast, I began to lose control. I didn't want to hurt you, I'm just a jealous guy. I was swallowing my pain. I was shivering inside. Feeling that some guy will take you away from me.. I didn't mean to make you feel that way. I'm just sorry for myself for acting this way.